Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Online Reflection #4: Letter to Myself

Dear Me,

As a student teacher, you will find days that are out of this world, and other days where you wish you could crawl under a rock and disappear. When you feel like disappearing under a rock, think back to those days you felt like a rock star teacher and reflect on the things that went well. What did you do to succeed in the classroom? How did students respond to activities and why were the responses this way? Was it your energy? Did you give clear expectations? Did you answer everyone’s questions fully and give clear instruction? As you begin your next life adventure as a fully licensed teacher, keep these questions in mind, and build on them each day.

Also remember the days that do not go so well. Why did they not succeed? What did you do that made the lesson confusing or unsuccessful? How can you change things around to better succeed in the future? 

As you make this journey through student teaching, keep a journal of each day and spend time reflecting on how each lesson went. Make notes of activities that were out of this world, as well as ones that were way off base for students. Why did these activities have such a high success rate? What about this activity did not go as planned? By creating a daily reflection journal, this will show you how to in cooperate these strategies into your own classroom in the fall and help you succeed as a full time teacher.

Another big thing to remember: take notes over advice from your CT and US. All they want is for you to succeed and make your future students successful. Even if you have a bad day, let it go, but remember what it teaches you. Why did things move so quickly in one hour and not another? What can you do to fill the extra time without putting one class too far ahead of the other? 

One other thing: find a list of commonly taught high school novels and read ALL of them! Do this over your summer vacations, your holiday breaks, your free weekends. One day, you will have to teach these novels, and you cannot teach something you know nothing about. You are not Jason- simply staying one chapter ahead of students does not work for you. You need a goal in mind when you begin teaching a unit. Planning things out day by day does not do you or your students any good. Create a unit outline before you begin teaching units- give yourself an end goal to keep in mind, but remember not to teach to your test or project, whichever it may be. Create outlines and stick to them! If you make notes to warn students about a section of a novel, TELL THE STUDENTS! This will save you phone calls and surprises in the classroom later in the unit. 

Remember to take some time for yourself, spend it with Jason and do something that you both enjoy. Watch Netflix, play cards, take walks in the park. Whatever you do, do not lose sight of your love for one another. Remember where you came from in life and how you got to where you are. Do not dwell on the past, but remember what it taught you about life, happiness, and love. 

You will have days that seem impossible, where you want to crawl back into bed and hide under the covers and never come out. But in the end, everything is worth the struggles! You will accomplish this dream that you have held since being a sophomore in high school. You will succeed in life and your students will go on to do great things. 

Finally, take time for yourself. Between wedding planning, grading, and just spending time with Jason, remember YOU. Take an evening every few months and read a book, work on some cross stitch, or write a short story. Do something that you enjoy, by yourself, and relax. You will be under tremendous stress, and it will feel as though you do not have any time to actually do this, but do it anyway. You need to relax and to spend time with yourself. You need to find a time to let everything out and to focus on YOU. Nothing will go well if you do not take care of yourself, so make it a priority.

Breathe. Relax. You will do this. You are almost there, and everything will work out great.



Sincerely,

Stephanie